Too much spanking thinking

As Lele mentioned in the London Bridge post below, I have been rather chatty this last week. It's sorta been like, well, you know how when you have to pee really really badly and you've been holding it for a really long time and then you finally get to go? And you know how it just feels SO goddamn GOOD? That's what it's been like finally getting to empty my brain. It's been throbbing with too much spanking thinking for far too long -- a good year and a half or so as my old laptop crumbled bit by bit, and I could no longer use it on my lap in bed. But now that I've got the new (old) Thinkpad that, you know, is really a lap-top, it's just such a relief!

Actually, the whole thing has made me hyper. Like a little kid who's been far too overstimulated at Chuck E. Cheese. I can hardly sleep. Indeed, this has been a week of erratic slumber. It'll take me until the wee hours of the morning to fall asleep, but I'll wake up five or six hours later with my brain turning right back on again to the relentless refrain of "computer...must get online...must blog."

If A. was here, a good spanking would probably solve that problem. But work is keeping him in England far longer than he anticipated. This is actually the longest we've been apart in three years. Usually he's managed to come over every six months for three months at a time. So in July, when our time apart hit four months, I was climbing the walls with longing to be with my beloved. I'm still dying to have him cuddle me after he's soundly spanked my ass, but by last month I started to calm down a bit. Maybe it was knowing that one, hopefully this will be the last time we'll have to worry about where the money is going to come from for another plane ticket, and two, if he doesn't make it until October (which is quite likely), he'll be able to stay through my birthday (Dec. 8) and Christmas.

And in the meantime, I'll probably be channeling all that pent up spanking energy into blogging, not to mention relieving the rest of my spanking thinking both here and at the Punishment Book.