Good News!

Yay for Neurontin!

I started this anti-epileptic medicine the middle of last month as its been successful in helping some people with Fibromyalgia with chronic pain. Between that and the antibiotic, I had about four days when I was pain free enough to actually start thinking about spanking again. But, as it's a freekin' expensive drug that isn't covered by my insurance, I decided to order it online from a Canadian pharmacy and ran out before I could get more. After a week, my pain came back and while spanking on an abstract level gave me that familiar tingle between my legs, when I'd think about actually getting spanked, I just tense up and get that slightly nauseous feeling.

My prescription arrived in the mail yesterday. I realize that I am now a criminal for getting my drugs from Canada and have disdained the compassionate protection of our beloved president who made it illegal for me to get two months worth of Neurontin for the same price as two weeks worth at my local pharmacy, as well as deprived the benevolent makers of Neurontin, Pfizer, of a substantial chunk of the student loans that I am using to pay for this drug when they said I was not eligible for their patient assistance program because Medicaid pays for my other prescriptions, though not this one. (May they choke on their overperforming stock dividends that allowed them to give our beloved president over $1 million this year.)

[Okay, rant over -- though I think Pfizer may replace Ken Lay in our punishment game...more about that tomorrow.]

My pain level started dropping last night and it stayed low today. This morning (or, um, this afternoon rather) I was thinking about being over my honey's knee when I woke up.

And now, I'm going to go to bed and think about it some more. :D